today I saw a preteen girl pick up Mean Girls at Target and ask her friend what it was. She didn’t even know. She said it sounded dumb. The people are forgetting. The world is changed. I feel it in the water. I feel it in the earth. I smell it in the air. Much that once was is lost, for none now live who remember it.
"what do you want to do after college?"
"ideally, dismantle the power structure of current society"
I’m not going to be the girl you marry, but I’ll be the girl you’ll be thinking of 20 years from now while you engage in polite sex with your boring wife who fakes her orgasm to make you feel better about your receding hairline.
my mom bought me a camouflage sweater today and i was like mom why did u do that and she said “so u can go hunting for men”
In 20 years I won’t remember today; that scares me.
I can’t exactly describe how I feel but it’s not quite right. And it leaves me cold.
I didn’t need
to fix me.
I needed you to
i want a relationship but i want them to be like a friend to me, i dont want the relationship to be all about kissing, making out and sex i just wanna hang out with them, and go places, and just have fun wherever we go
Someone I loved once gave me a box full of darkness. It took me years to understand that this too, was a gift.